Thursday, November 04, 2010

Bullets

  • A friend posted on Facebook today that she was in a "bridge burning mood".  I am so totally there right now.  In fact, I couldn't sleep because I was laying there thinking of things I could do or say or write that would burn bridges and how that would give me a lot of satisfaction right now.  Okay, so maybe not.  It would probably be temporary and then I'd hate feeilng like an outcast, but then again, I already feel a bit like an outcast so does it really matter?
  • I'm in the final 1/4 of the longest 40 weeks ever.  And this will be the longest part. 
  • Heartburn sucks.
  • So do Braxton-Hicks.
  • Other things about pregnancy suck too, but I've already complained outloud about those enough. 
  • Are you sensing a theme yet?
  • Maybe I shouldn't blog when I'm achy and tired but I can't sleep.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Those nine months of being an "incubator" are so hard. I keep your name on the Temple prayer roll. I wish it was easier for you, Court. I admire your sacrifice to bring another little soul to earth. She will be a lucky girl to come to your sweet family. Hang in there. We love you!

AmyJane said...

Oh my. This gives me such flashbacks to last winter, and my own dark yucky pregnancy. I think I'd hold off on any REAL bridge burning until the hormones have stopped flowing! If there's anything I can do, please say so, okay? I know that nothing really removes the difficulties of pregnancy (I always wish I could just be un-pregnant for ONE NIGHT and then I would have the strength to finish it off strong) but if there's something else that I can do, let me know.

Christy said...

Sorry Court. I hope that you won't want to burn bridges with me. I would miss you. Hang in there and know that all you have to do is call and I will jump on a plane and be there. Love you.

Shannon Morgan Photography - Bainbridge Island, WA Photographer said...

and i was just sitting here thinking, maybe i could do it one more time :)! thanks for reminding me of the reality of it :)! now after you have that beautiful baby in your hands and it is all worth it again, then we will talk :)!